Simple words; Simple story

2009-08-15T16:21:00.002+08:00

Dear readers, do anyone of ur reliease about the natural disease that happened in Taiwan??
seriously i do not aware of it until few days ago, the taiwan news channel bring my attention to
this disease, and i began to relise it. until now, it is the 8days of this disease. road, bridge,
telecommunications have destory.and still, many have not been saved. they have lost in-touch with the
society. manys have lost whole family members in that few mins. some people can not over come this facts,
try to commit suicide. there are many true, touching stories that i saw from the news this few days.
they make me know what are the really ture friends are when you need them. what do you really need, beg and hope
for. not money, not branded but familys and also been alive. the hope for life.
but, the rescue team have they limited. many heros have dead during the resuce.
many places have affected by this typhoon. i really hope to do something for them by donation.
but i do not know which organizer in singapore are collecting donation for them.
althought this disease is not happening on us, our country, but we still standing, living on the same
pices of land. breathing in the same air. Natural disease keep attack our planet now and then.
we don't know which is it's next target. but as a person who stay in this planet, we have to hand in hand
and help up each other. i hope to bring your attention to this disease too. and give out your helping hands to them too.

this are the videos that i had foun in youtube, which i like to share with you people.

this is the video for all the heroes.

i remember a says given by a hero father that says" My son is someones son, father, and also husband. Althought he is dead, but i am proud of him, he die because of helping others to find back they children, parents and their other half." Lets salute to all those heroes.

2009-08-14T22:11:00.001+08:00

I just does not feel right.
i keep wounder am i someone people will cherish?
The answer is no.
been too friendily, playful, will offend others easily.
choose not to be too friendly, too playful, will feel like
been left up. and others will think i am unfriendly and a bad person.
always trying to maintain friendship among friends but i really try
but the result is the same. i should say that they did not realise?
or i should say that actually they did not treat me as friend?
i really cherish them as friends. really. but always feel that there always a
distance between us. a wall.
i always joke around does not mean that i don care,
but seriously my heart will pain. will bleed too.
is it when ever they don have a friend then they will remember you?
am i a replacement? maybe i am be a good listening ears too many.
but i wounder, where is mine listening ears?
what the really values of me??
i always think that if i am a good listening ears to other,
they will do the samw things to me back., when ever i need it.
if one day i went missing will anyone even reliase or care?
i don like this feeling.
do anyone really know and care about me?
they know things must better then i am.
they know ur sercert more then i does.
is not problem of wanted to know anot is the problem
of turst or not. or u even care to tell me anot.
am i just for enterainment or replacement?
i really don like that feeling.
just feel like i am a puppet, have to live under people
mood. when the person is angry, sad or what ever, you
seem to like show more concern and care more then i do.
if one day, i do angry on you. will you be so concern and care
about me too?? will you?? i think is NO.

am i someone to you too?

2009-08-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

2009-08-07T23:32:00.004+08:00

Today school was alright,
went to school for national day celebrate [:
i am so proud to be singaporean [:
SO DO YOU [:
Dismissed at 10,
Eugenia went over to my place after that.
we got lots of talkings and craps.
keep wondering where to go.
places i feel like going always
counld'nt found someone to go with [:
i really like a few places in singapore,
where it was peaceful, and a nice place to have
some small talkes with friend [:
And recall all the beautiful memory that i had before.

went to jp with euegnia, have a walk after that headed to
ribenchun to have our 3 meal combined [:
save, save, save, we are the best [: mummy no longer the best [:
LOl.. Just kidding [:
we reached ribenchun at 3pm, started eat and
talking till 5.30pm no choice, time up
we have to drag out stomach out[:
accompany Eugenia to her aunty block after that
headed home and rest [:

We are not scare of you, or anyone.
Which part of you or her will make us scared?
we just don want to drag people who are not
involed in. If YOU never KEEP twist your story,
what for you scare? been a DOG infront of US,
after that, been LEADER, gauilan infront of them.
WOW.. Change so fast such a good actress.
i think you can replace Mo Xiao Ling in 10years time [:
then maybe i will your fans [: work hard. You can do it [:
You have the talent [: cause your skin is thick enough [:
Your lies have to be improve. Don use red cross to an
excuses for going out. don drag the whole unit down.
don disgrace us. want to lies? please do a whole set,
but not half, it so fake.
What wrong for being in NA?
You Express lei. So? At least we
NA know something call pride, and know our own limit.
we don do things that disgrace ourself. don go around and
call guy to accept ur LOVE. been a clown for whole level to
laugh at. Have ur own pride, [:
know why people are calling you at the back PRETTY !

2009-07-30T20:43:00.000+08:00

Reader,
today was a luck thursday.
because i have confident of my tomorrow force test.
Mr Leong today never zi high. Mr Chan was the BEST today,
MDM TAN even better, because she never punish us for been late for
Red Cross today. THE BEST BEST things of the day was,
my grandfather have dischage from hospital today.
i was super happy. Shock??
i was shock and can not take it
because i was with him the day before he was sended to hospital,
i told myself not to think too much, as this
week many test is coming out, i must be force and study get promoted
to sec4. grandpa will be dissappointed if i retain.
so i never told anyone. but only keep it inside my heart and cry in a coner.
i don really know my grandpa condition because only 8 same ppl are allow to
visit him. Seem to be very serious. i was super worry and i really scare that he will just gone like this.

i stick to him since i was young. he dote me alot.
even though, his was not that rich, but he will still buy he sweets,
or all the "rubbish" i want to eat.
Compare to my grandma, i dote him more.
maybe because i found him have the same charastics as my family member.
iwe spent more time together and chat, laught, having dinner. JUST 2 OF US.
when ever i touch him, i just feel like crying.
because he was super skinny and old. i can even see and feel this bone.
seriouly i felt very heart pain to see that.
everytime i when over his place, the only things i can do is to
eat what ever he like to eat, watch wat ever tv channel he like to watch,
listen to wat ever he want to say. this are the only things i can do.
i love him alot. i don know how to express my love for him,
but just bury it inside my heart just like how he use to do.

2009-07-21T20:39:00.004+08:00

Racial Harmony day
this year,celebration was boring due to the H1N1.

but mostly whole school wear traditional clothing [:

everyone just look amazing [:

The best outfit that i like the most was vernice, wendy and yijing clothing.

it really look good and nice. And make those 3 ladies LOOK more like a ladies and gentle [:

haha.. in fact today was a fake image of them haha..

Yi xin looks really like a malay today [: haha.. but overall her outfit fit her well.

Carr ie worn a malay costume , which is green in colour, she look cheerful on it [:

too bad don have the chance to take photo with them [: hopefully next year [:
i have regret wearing mine today, it really look fat and wired on me. walking down the street, people keep looking, just like as if i am a monster or 1900s those china girl school uniform in the past.

can you see vernice? she look cute right. Erna have good figure, she look good on the Qi Bao.

2009-06-26T00:00:00.004+08:00

Just backed home [:
today off.
sleep till 1pm wake up,
wait for mummy to come back home,
then 3.15 accompany her to
do facial till 6plus [:
oh my god.
i am a good girl ok [:
sit down there and wait for her
to finish her facial [:
after that precious came,
meet her up,
accompany her go for a hair cut,
while mummy headed home alone [:
mummy i am sorry xp
after that both of us find
somewhere to slack and have
our girls talk till 8plus [:
we had our dinner after that
we went back to the same place again,
precious called one of her friend down
too we waited for her friend for 1hour plus,
so we played sally's spa for an hour too [:
we when to playgroup and slack, talk, sing.
her friend was friendly and sweet [:
he even brought us some sweet [: haha..

today finally got some picture of precious and me [;

Please don admit urslf that you are the one i am talking about [:

i did not mention who are the one [:

this show that u are admitting urself that ur are the one [: oppss.. xp

did you just admit that u woo ur boyfriend :x

2009-06-24T00:59:00.001+08:00

24/6/2009
hmm today finally got a meet up
with Eugenia Fanny they all.
those er gui wanted to eat rebanchun
so i have to change my working schedule
because of them [:
haha.
but then it's ok [:
hmmm..
eugenia keep complaining about i keep
late when ever i meeting her,
haha.. i wouldn't blame her.
cause that was true xP
i don late for work for my very first half year.
haha.. not even once.
because i been paid [:
EUGENIA IF U PAID ME FOR EVERY HOUR WE MEET UP,
I SURE WOULDN'T LATE [:

Girls don get jealous that easy especially to those
girl that woo their boyfriend. it wouldn't have good ending
for been jealous easily [:
you know who i am talking about [:
you know; i know [:

2009-06-23T23:38:00.002+08:00

Hey pees [:
back from JP [:
Pushed myself wake up
early in the morning
to go to work today at 10.15.
SO SAD!!
hmm..
everything was fine.
but someone cried today,
and they blamed on ME!!
i am so Innocent!!
I DID NOTHING!!
hmmm..
help up in cooking staff
meal today [:
i am a helpful girl ^.^
cooked curry today.
it was delicious.
BECAUSE I HELP UP TOO [:
that curry was my lunch and dinner [:
haha.. saving in progress.
after work,
meet mummy and daddy at JP
to shop up [:
mummy brought me a new mp3 [:
and it was pink in colour [:
i love it [:
and some other things.
after sister join us after her work
they have their dinner and i have to sit down
there and watch them eat [:
dad was super funny and cute ok.
after having his rice,
he saw alot of ppl buying roti prata,
he feel like eating,
he wanted to eat ok,
but my mummy stopped him,
such late at night
none of us want join him to have
such fattening food,
but he keep look,
finally, he can not take it
brought 2 because at least
have to buy 2.
he ate. my mummy asked him.
is it nice,
he don't dare to say no nice, have
to said nice if not my mummy will scold him
haha..he forced himself to at least eat 1
he keep give some funny faces to tell me
that the prata was not nice.
so cute and funny.
haish dad alway
that cute and blur sometime[:
and kind in nature.
after that headed home [:

2009-06-20T23:56:00.002+08:00

Off this few days,
and went out with darling
this few days,
we have movies,
gossip about others,
swimming and SHOPPING [:
so happy.
it have been long times since
we have done at this things
together in 2.
haha..
hmm..
GSS period did not buy much things.
so sad.
No worries, when i get my pay,
i sure will go for a crazy
shop up [: haha..

today went to Kim Moh Aston
to look for Justin that bird man,
cause we just feel like changing
environment to work in.
but it was too far }:
changes mind :p
so sad. i guess justin will going to miss us x:
it have been months since we saw each
other. haha..
still feel like he look like a duck. ^.^
haha..

got a bet with yoko,
guess how long the couple will
last. both of us was bad.
both never guess too long,
i guess for a month to 2month,
but he guess 2 to 3month.
hopefully i win this time,
although mahjong always lose to him,
but this time round i wouldn't (:
hope that they faster BREAK [:

2009-06-05T01:07:00.004+08:00

HEY [:
today was the best day
ever after since my holidays [:
BECAUSE I EARN SOME TIPS TODAY !!
HAHA >.<
meet up with those few 赌鬼
at 赌鬼no.1 EUGENIA CHANG block
and start gamble
for a few hours before going
to work..haha..
i lost almost all of my money
at the beginning,
but at last i finally kill
them all and suck their blood.
haha.. so from today onwards i decided
to call them blood donation company [:
UR BLOOD SAVE MANY [:
after that happily meet precious and
gone for work [:
hmm...
today was my first time
being a cashier for the whole
night. i was super good.
try to push up the sale and
give result hope that the new bird man
(Yoko) no.2 can rise my pay [:
haha..
i have tried to
promote out some steak and other expensive
food like soup and chicken sauage combo [:
YEA !! i am a the hero for the day??
haha..
ASTON SHOULD BE PLEASE TO HAVE ME THERE ^.^
the whole i kept looking forward for the end
of the day and see weather did i lost any
money if not i have to pay myself.
BUT.... the bird man no.2
was just very very very bird and
scare me that i lose 100over dollar
during that 4hours. we keep counting
the money for several times.
at the end it was just a scan
i was happy to hear that i did not lose
any money but i even earn tip of 5.80
haha!! but some bird man have just keep my
tips [:haha..
i guess i will not touch the cashier in the further [:

DO LOOK FORWARD FOR MY NEXT POST [:

xin,
please don make me feel scare about u !!
i don want that to happened.
please.
i have no more white lies for u

2009-06-04T00:22:00.006+08:00

Hey readers!!
Guess wat!!
today i was woke up
by a heartless guy, YOKO.
at 11.30 am.
Oh My God!!
just could not get a good sleep
last night,
due to the storming night,
my baby boy and i just couldn't
sleep well. He was so scare and keep
barking and run to me. haha..
This is when i love him the most [:
he just cant even left me a single sec [:

he woke me up and asked me to
go 6 Avenue the other
Astons outlet and help up.
6 Avenue was just super far.
i took a 1h30min bus journey
to reach there. i almost
vomitted in the bus. luckily
i have a cup of Mr bean soya milk. ^.^

6 Avenue outlet was super
lack and fun maybe all of us
are teenagers. haha..
everyone are super friendly. [:
but the bad things is that
the 1st i reach there, was called
to do washing.
I HATE THAT!! SERIOUS!!
haish..
i kept stress Yoko but saying
Justin is better. haha..
at least he will not called me do washing
but maybe once that all. haha
but i feel bad the
whole night if i do something wrong.
maybe he was right i was spoilt by
Justin.
I AM SUPER HUNGRY RIGHT NOW [:

hmmm. i am very happy that u still
remember me after you had woke up from the comma ,
and thank you for always standing by my side to help
me clear those mess i encounter. if u think
that meal give u a wrong
idea of dating than i am so sorry.
i just treat u as my big brother,
i just have a kind of very sorry,
concerned and sad kind of feeling toward
u. that why i agree to have a meet up
due to ur illness but not LOVE.
hope that u wouldn't be come the 2nd ah han
hope that u understand.

2009-06-01T22:18:00.009+08:00

Post Post Post.
new post again [:
Eugenia my no.1 fans
club member couldn't wait
for my new post [:
last night sleep at 5am,
woke up at 10am today,
super tired!!
meet ah xin at 12pm at
Jurong East, then headed
to cause way.
REPAIR MY PHONE AGAIN!!
this is 5 times i had repair
my phone within 3months.
oh my god!!
all the nokia phone that i
use in the past keep having
problem [:
i want to change new phone!!
luckily they repair my phone
on the spot for me, so that i wouldn't
have to wait for days again [:
hope that this will really be the
last time. i am sick of it.

after that we headed to bukit timah
and have our late lunch [:
we have a famous 5star chicken
rice and a plate of stew.
total cost him 20 dollar plus.
haha..after that headed home [:
end of my day [:

remember ah xin??
that guy that i mention in
my blog few months ago.
that guy which i have
bad impression of in the past.
but actually he is a very
thoughtful person.
few months ago, i just knew that he is sick. he is down with some illness.
he lost conscious
during that period
of time but after he woke up,
he could not
remember many people
around him, but lucky he still
remember me.haha..
he called me and chat.
to updated me more
about him [: Today,
he came to
Singapore to do
a full body check-up,
and meet me for lunch [:

PICTURES TIME!!

this is one of the top that i brought ytd at 77th street. this is one of
the colour that i brought.

i love this top that much due to this hood. it's cute right [:

2009-05-31T23:30:00.004+08:00

Blog Blog Blog.
my 1st post of the month [:
many said that my blog is dead.
no new post for quite a few months.
maybe?? haha...
i guess they do love my post [:

hmmm..
what should i start first??
let's talk about today [:
meet my darling at 1 went to
centre to trim eyebrow;
the china lady was best;
keep want us to sign
facial package;
For a 68dollar package can explain
for an hour, said how bad our skin are;
how good they product are... haha..
then no choose i have enough of it so i sign
the package for my mum [:

headed to jp with darling to shop for
wei yi birthday present before he
going to army [:
but in the end, we spent 100over
dollar at 77th street
for our clothing [:
it have been years since
i shop for my out fit [:
this is the right time as it
is GREAT SINGAPORE SALE.
oh my god. i am going to be mad
over this sale [:
ket's see can i break my
own record spent
500 in a month time [:
haha..
after that mahjong time [:
headed home at 10 [:

update u ppl more about what i brought[:
please look forward for my next post :)